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What am I doing? by Emii-xxx, literature

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What am I doing?

I'm sat here in my house. It's dark. All the lights are off. Silence filling the whole building. Then my phone rings. Your name flashes on the screen. I pick up without hesitation. You ask me to come round. But I can't. I say sorry and you say its fine and hang up. I put my phone down and think about that saturday night we spent together. I think about your lips on my neck. And your hands on my waist. I think about the way you made me feel and the things you made me say. I think about the promises we made. I think about the kisses we shared. I think about the cuddles in front of the TV. I think about the laughs and the jokes. I think about th

It's Not That Easy (chapter one) by Emii-xxx, literature

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It's Not That Easy (chapter one)

Clare stood there staring at me, I didn't know what to say and I don't think she did either. I could see her eyes watering as she suddenly wrapped her arms around me. I hugged her back tightly, making her stand on her tip toes. She buried her face in my neck and I felt her cold tears on my skin. It wasn't easy. For neither of us. We pulled away from the hug and stood still with our arms still around the other. I looked her in the eyes and forced a miserable smile. She managed to smile as well but hers was much more sincere than mine. Even though tears were pouring down her cheeks, that smile lit up her whole face. As always. She loo

It's Not That Easy (introduction) by Emii-xxx, literature

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It's Not That Easy (introduction)

If you're my age, you probably already had to go through moving houses. Or maybe even moving away from your home town. But I don't think there's anything worse than moving almost 4000 miles away from your home. My name is Michaela and I'm 15 years old. I'm originally British but only a year after I was born, my parents split up and my dad moved to America taking me with him. Last year, he was diagnosed with leukemia, and two months ago, he died. Now, I'm moving back to England to live with my Mom and her new husband. Let's see how that one goes.

Opening up by Emii-xxx, literature

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Opening up

Today, on the 26th February, it has been exactly 97 days since I last cut my arm open. I'm proud. I'm proud of lasting that long. But I need to be relieved again. I need to see blood pouring down my arm. I need to feel pain rapidly travelling across my nerve system. I need to be free. I need my vacation. My relief. It's been too long. I need to greet my friend again. My sharp, shiny friend that I've hid in a little tin in my bottom drawer together with my blood stained bandages from over 3 months ago. I wish I had a logical and understandable reason for needing all that. For my depression. My loneliness. But I d

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What am I doing? by Emii-xxx, literature

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What am I doing?

I'm sat here in my house. It's dark. All the lights are off. Silence filling the whole building. Then my phone rings. Your name flashes on the screen. I pick up without hesitation. You ask me to come round. But I can't. I say sorry and you say its fine and hang up. I put my phone down and think about that saturday night we spent together. I think about your lips on my neck. And your hands on my waist. I think about the way you made me feel and the things you made me say. I think about the promises we made. I think about the kisses we shared. I think about the cuddles in front of the TV. I think about the laughs and the jokes. I think about th

It's Not That Easy (chapter one) by Emii-xxx, literature

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It's Not That Easy (chapter one)

Clare stood there staring at me, I didn't know what to say and I don't think she did either. I could see her eyes watering as she suddenly wrapped her arms around me. I hugged her back tightly, making her stand on her tip toes. She buried her face in my neck and I felt her cold tears on my skin. It wasn't easy. For neither of us. We pulled away from the hug and stood still with our arms still around the other. I looked her in the eyes and forced a miserable smile. She managed to smile as well but hers was much more sincere than mine. Even though tears were pouring down her cheeks, that smile lit up her whole face. As always. She loo

It's Not That Easy (introduction) by Emii-xxx, literature

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It's Not That Easy (introduction)

If you're my age, you probably already had to go through moving houses. Or maybe even moving away from your home town. But I don't think there's anything worse than moving almost 4000 miles away from your home. My name is Michaela and I'm 15 years old. I'm originally British but only a year after I was born, my parents split up and my dad moved to America taking me with him. Last year, he was diagnosed with leukemia, and two months ago, he died. Now, I'm moving back to England to live with my Mom and her new husband. Let's see how that one goes.

Opening up by Emii-xxx, literature

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Opening up

Today, on the 26th February, it has been exactly 97 days since I last cut my arm open. I'm proud. I'm proud of lasting that long. But I need to be relieved again. I need to see blood pouring down my arm. I need to feel pain rapidly travelling across my nerve system. I need to be free. I need my vacation. My relief. It's been too long. I need to greet my friend again. My sharp, shiny friend that I've hid in a little tin in my bottom drawer together with my blood stained bandages from over 3 months ago. I wish I had a logical and understandable reason for needing all that. For my depression. My loneliness. But I d

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"You need to stop doing this." "Stop doing what?" "Writing me into your stories." "...why?" "Because…it scares me. I'm not this guy that you write about. I'm not some kind of Prince Charming and I'm certainly not a sea God or whatever you like to say about my eyes every now and then." "Oh really?" "Yeah. You really need to work on your judgement of people, because this is all wrong. It's like you don't know me at all!" "So why don't you correct me and I'll fix my idea of you accordingly." "Well…firstly, I'm a really nervous person." "Yeah. Your hands are either fiddling with your hair or your sleeve, or you're biting y

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Nine Months -part one- by Emii-xxx, literature

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Nine Months -part one-

I woke up. My head ached more than it ever has. My stomach was sore and to be honest, so was my whole body. I felt sick, vomit sick. And on top of that, my mouth was dryer than the motherfucking Sahara. The worst thing about wild parties is the hangover the next morning. I opened my eyes and jumped up the second I saw where I was. Okay, I was in Kaylee's bedroom. I was in her bed. But the things I didn't know is who the hell was I sleeping on and why the fuck am I naked? I jumped up and scanned the room looking for something to wear. My clothes were gone. Lovely. I opened Kaylee's closet and looked inside. I searched through her stu

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About Emii-xxx

Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 25, 1997
United Kingdom
Deviant for 13 years
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She / Her

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My Bio

hello^^

i'm emii

i'm fifteen; 25th Jan 1997

i'm from poland

i moved to england in June 2006; i was nine

i'm bisexual

i'm a major gleek

i'm addicted to tumblr

i'm not in love

i have an amazing best friend

i don't like commitment

i hate when people touch me without permission

i have trust issuses

i have claustrophobia

i'm terrified of spiders

people tell me i'm complicated

i agree with them

i don't have many friends

i'm quite shy

i play the keyboard

i have a guitar but i can't play it at all

even though i'd love to be able to

my parents are the only ones that don't know that i'm bi

i self harm

i have short black hair

i have blue eyes

i wear male clothes

i hate flowers

i hate wearing dresses/skirts

i love to write

Favourite Movies

fight club

Favourite TV Shows

glee

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

all time low

Favourite Books

harry potter series, the wishing game

Favourite Writers

j.k. rowling

Other Interests

drawing

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Please read if you care! -it's short. dw.-

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Guys! This is really important to me. I'm deleting this account. But don't worry; I already got a new one right here: http://broken--keyboard.deviantart.com/ If you watch this account, I would unbelievably appreciate it if you watched this one. I will delete this in a week. As well as that, I would really like to know which pieces you want me to put on my new account, so please comment what you like. I am doing this because I've had this account for about three years now which means that it is filled with things that I don't like anymore and things that I'm not proud of anymore. Thanks for all the support guys. I love you! -Emii xoxo

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Christmas Update:')

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Well first of all, I would like to wish all of you a very Happy Christmas:) I hope you got everything you wanted and I also wish you an amazing New Year:) Second of all, I'll fill you in a bit on my life. Since I last properly posted, a lot has changed. I'm back to being single which I'm actually really enjoying. I made a lot of amazing friends and I'm simply just enoying life really. I have 150 days left until I finish school and that's including the holidays and weekends so I'm very happy about that. I'm a bit stressed out about college and finding a job but I'm not really THAT worried. Exactly next month, I will be turning 16 which I'm e

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Some moe questions

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Just me answering some more questions. Comment with your opinions:) 1. Five ways to win your heart: -Kiss me a lot -Don't lie to me -Hold me hand proudly -Watch films with me on friday nights -text me in the morning 2. Something you feel strongly about: Equality for all. 3. A book you love: The Wishing Game 4. Bullet your whole day: -Woke up + ate breakfast -Took a shower and cleaned the bathroom -Went town with a friend (went christmas market) -Took the bus home and went to see my two friends -Decorated the christmas tree with one of their mom's -Played just dance on the wii -Got walked home by them and now i'm in bed doing

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hi. Is that u in the Deviant ID? If it is then your cute.

hiya >w>

hiya!

whats up :3

nothing much, you?:')

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Thanks so much for the watch!!

no worried:')